{"id":5667,"date":"2005-03-20T22:56:46","date_gmt":"2005-03-21T06:56:46","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.ikillspies.com\/blog\/2005\/03\/20\/5667\/"},"modified":"2005-03-20T22:56:46","modified_gmt":"2005-03-21T06:56:46","slug":"story-of-my-life","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/www.ikillspies.com\/?p=5667","title":{"rendered":"Story of my Life"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>No, not the song by Social Distortion- the <a href=\"http:\/\/www.amazon.com\/exec\/obidos\/ASIN\/0679722572\/ghosthouse01-20?dev-t=D23PLTC2ZRJPCJ%26camp=2025%26link_code=xm2\">book by Jay McInerney<\/a>.  I&#8217;m reading it as part of my ramp-up to re-read <a href=\"http:\/\/www.amazon.com\/exec\/obidos\/ASIN\/0679735771\/ghosthouse01-20?dev-t=D23PLTC2ZRJPCJ%26camp=2025%26link_code=xm2\">American Psycho<\/a> by Bret Easton Ellis.  Here are my notes:<\/p>\n<p \/>\n<p>Slightly more developed than <a href=\"http:\/\/www.amazon.com\/exec\/obidos\/ASIN\/0394726413\/ghosthouse01-20?dev-t=D23PLTC2ZRJPCJ%26camp=2025%26link_code=xm2\">Bright Lights, Big City<\/a>, this one follows the party girl Alison Poole, who grew up rich but now scams her way through acting school, nightly cocaine binges, and a string of men.<\/p>\n<p \/>\n<p>Alison is rigorously shallow.<\/p>\n<p \/>\n<p>Like in Bright Lights, Big City, the book&#8217;s &#8220;voice&#8221; is fairly odd- this time, it&#8217;s written as if it&#8217;s the stream of consciousness of Alison, written in the first person, without any quotation marks, and with the kind of run-on narrative you might write if you were recording your dreams, or even writing a blog entry.<\/p>\n<p \/>\n<p \/>\n<p>Also as in McInerney&#8217;s other book, the reader is meant to assume that all this carousing and debauchery is motivated by a deeply wounded soul, trying to avoid a horrible truth or memory.  In Alison&#8217;s case, there are plenty of references to this &#8211;<\/p>\n<ul>\n<lI>She compulsively has sex with men she hates.<\/li>\n<p><lI>She has tantrums in her acting class during exercises.<\/li>\n<p><lI>She&#8217;s throwing up for no reason.<\/li>\n<p><lI>the name of the horse she bets on is &#8220;Demons Begone.&#8221;<\/li>\n<\/ul>\n<p>As before, we are slowly given hints as to the nature of this-<br \/>\n<uL><br \/>\n<lI>her dad and Skip comparisons (young girls)<\/li>\n<p><lI>her dad&#8217;s guy tried to rape her &#8211; abuse prior to Alex<\/li>\n<p><lI>horses with drugs<\/li>\n<p><lI>unsupportive family (dad, Becca, mom)<\/li>\n<p><lI>rape jokes<\/li>\n<p><lI>Miss Mary Mack<\/li>\n<p><lI>Three Lies<\/li>\n<p><lI>the horse &#8211; Dangerous Dan<\/li>\n<\/ul>\n<p \/>\nStructurally, it is similar to Bright Lights, Big City as well &#8211; around page 140-150 she&#8217;s questioning her lifestyle&#8230; by 170 it&#8217;s completely falling apart.<\/p>\n<p \/>\n<p>A feminist theme:  men project their fantasy on the girl&#8230; then blame her for making them irresponsible.<\/p>\n<p \/>\n<p>Alison kind of pulls a Miss Marple by only telling us a piece of the mystery after it&#8217;s happened- she DDN&#8217;T tell us something she did in between two things she narrated- kind of cheating.<\/p>\n<p \/>\n<p><i>0679722572<\/i><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>No, not the song by Social Distortion- the book by Jay McInerney. I&#8217;m reading it as part of my ramp-up to re-read American Psycho by Bret Easton Ellis. Here are my notes: Slightly more developed than Bright Lights, Big City, this one follows the party girl Alison Poole, who grew up rich but now scams [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-5667","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-looky"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.ikillspies.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5667","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.ikillspies.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.ikillspies.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.ikillspies.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.ikillspies.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=5667"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"http:\/\/www.ikillspies.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5667\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.ikillspies.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=5667"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.ikillspies.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=5667"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.ikillspies.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=5667"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}